Maybe im not understanding,
Maybe idk the finances,
Maybe my life is fucked up now

But could you guys even for once, just give me a chance to decide what i want?
This cannot that cannot, imgetting sick and tired of it.
im refusing to sleep because im too angered to sleep.
all those fucking constant insults at me , "keep up the good work, stay up till 2 or 3"
are you fucking trying to be funny?
It's fucking demoralising. It breaks down my pride so much that i cry right after my birthday.

It's actually saddening that you parents are celebrating my birthday only after it passes.
By then, it has lost its meaning.
Now sis just asked me what place to choose but
here you guys are, going all ASIAN style whatsoever which i dont want.
Why cant i choose smth for myself? Please lah its my bdae at least give me some rights right?
What , follow can alrd? Im sixteen not 10 !!! Yeah i might have asked her but she's th one who asked me what i wanted what.
Why cant i THINK for myself for once? Why cant i DO SOMETHING for my DESIRES for once?
I desire to go to this restaurant to eat, and its cheaper, and at least sis helped me consider all th factors whatsoever but you guys just turn this down saying its expensive or what.
I actually wanted to go here because there's many varieties of western food that you can choose, so that you people wont be sick of th same old western style.
But it seems like my efforts arent appreciated.

They weren't appreciated in the beginning.
Not even in school , at home or what.
The only people who celebrated my birthday were my friends.
I seriously detest those insults.
Imma cry in bed tonight, a night just right after my birthday.
Life's so fucking perfect.

-MLKF