Just Procrastinating.

Reading my real Letter to Someone From The Past has got me a little down on the inside.
Brings back all the shit and stuff man I knew I shouldn't have read it again but it was tempting at the same time 
because I wanted to read what I wrote and my mindset and thoughts back then when I wrote that.
I think I half-regret it and half don't LOL.

That reminds me of my fear of intimacy. 

I still do have that, but it's better now since I know the people whom I didn't know back then. 
But now that I remember it...Maybe I still do have it quite bad.
I don't know lol.

Well aside from that, other shit just got real so it kinda depresses me a little. 

Man it's a really dark night tonight.